2009年的第365天
2009年12月31日，
虽然很感触。
但是，
庆幸的是，
我可以活到2009年的最后一天。
就这样而已。
"追逐梦想是"
说到爱好，我想到别人的部落格潜水是我上网的最大爱好吧！今天，当我很８７的时候，在嫣微的部落看到的．和大家分享吧．追逐梦想是：一次又一次承受失望，然後在失望的灰燼中再站起來...
大大小小的失望，站起、 倒下、 倒下、 站起，可以不斷循環。
要多少付出才能把一個想法兌現。
信念和意志力是手上僅有的兩個籌碼。
我很赞成，你呢？
12月的第十八，十九，二十天
12月的第十八天，
在准备最后一张考试，
期末了，
一年就要完了。
12月的第十九天，
很‘够力’的一天，
考试的题目很多，
结果要用很快很快的数度写，
写到手酸。。。
然后去血拼，
结果列，结果列。。。
结果，我们等到9点才到家。
因为车坏，
可是可是，
那会是，
我，湘蕴，还有佳仪难忘的一天。
12月的第二十天，
还有一天，
fyp的期限就到了，
今晚，
通宵赶吧！
咖啡，
拜托你要发挥作用。
12月的第十五天
12月的第十五天，
跟豪豪谈了很久，
我们都觉得，
21岁的我们，
怎么好像经历了很多。。
是这样的吗？？
跟源明讨论后，
我还是不懂，
自己应不应该帮忙。。
我不想，
再次的卷入这些风波里。
大家都开始准备考试了，
我才要开始。
又是，
不用睡觉的日子咯。
年尾了，
时间可以不要过得这么快吗？？
12月的第十四天
12月的第十四天，
今天是我在大学最后一次register subjects 了，有些奇怪的感觉。最后一次了，还有很多的最后一次会发生吧。一个星期后，我的大学生涯就只剩下5个月罢了。很快啊。。。明年的planner里，该放些什么活动呢？
我的最爱，雷科能先生加入马来西亚队的第一方程式赛车。我的妈呀，太搞笑了啦！！！那我不是要支持马来西亚了？？ 真的是。。。。
很久没有庆祝圣诞节了，以前都在考试中度过。今年我提早考完，却不知道要干嘛。
FYP还有一个星期的时间，希望可以赶得及吧。帮我加油吧。。。
12月的第一天
12月的第一天，
我的fyp出现了很大的危机，那就是我必须更改我的题目，然后重新做过。不要问我为什么好不好，我懒得解释。现在的我可以怎样？只有坦然面对。 被逼放弃自己用心做的东西，那种心情真得很不好，一点也不好。
12月的第一天，
我处于迷茫，lost的状态。努力的告诉自己要往好的方面去想，不要那么容易放弃，可是很难！今天，真的好像是我的愚人节。。
12月的第一天，
我还好吗？
妈妈的红包
至：亲爱的小女儿
21岁生日快乐，
21虽可以自由飞翔了，愿你飞得高，飞得远。
但不要忘了你的老父老母！
爸爸，妈妈 （贺）
刚才看到夹在我笔记本的红包带，以上是我妈妈在我的红包上写的，很感动的一段话。:)
讽刺
我们明明就是一家人，为什么你们办喜事，我们是透过‘面书’知道的？而且那是之后的事情，我觉得很讽刺。为什么相片里面，没有我们？为什么喜事，我们没有被邀请？为什么，为什么？？我的心里，有一万个为什么。。。
在这之前，我以为自己不会在意的。
在这之前，我以为我可以放下。
原来什么都不是！！！现在的我，心里很痛，很痛。。。很想知道，少了我们这些‘家人’的出席，你们会觉得特别开心吗？我真的不想，下一次大家聚在一起的时候，就像是之前家里办丧事的时候。那种感觉，谁能体会？？ ？
太讽刺了！
我看着那些照片，心痛的像被针刺，眼泪不由自主地流下。。。
有谁可以安慰地告诉我说，“没有什么大不了！”？？？
失...望
不要以为，所有的事情都是理所当然的。
这一次，真的爆发了。我不能忍了，也觉得没有必要去忍。。
原来，一个人真的失望到顶的时候，是可以这么的坚决。终于，看清楚了自己。我怕了，真的真的怕了。
我不要，注定失望。我不要，继续失望。。。
是时候，画上休止符。
就如慧萍所说：我们值得更好地对待！
2009 的11月，一个让我看清楚的一个月。。
死变态
一大清早，非要这样破坏我的心情吗？
我恨死‘你’！超级变态内衣狂。。。
偷啦，拿啦，看你可以‘过瘾’多久。
本小姐现在很不爽，虽然知道姓马的警察不能帮到多少，但是决定报警！！！
yishhh....BITCH!!!!!!!!!!!!
感动
感动的是，
爸爸学会传mms就先传给我看棋棋的近照。
感动的是，
我累到快垮的时候有人慰问我。
感动的是，
肚子饿的时候有东西吃。
感动的是，
朋友跟我分享他们的开心事。
那么多感动的事，那些不开心的，算什么？？
The End
My internship has come to the end after four months, and today will be my last day in PeopleCo under Sunway Technology Group. Just a blink of eye, it came to the end. I don’t know what to express right now…. Thus, I copy the abstract that I write in my final report to show you all.
*~Training in Sunway Technology Group, an IT arm of Sunway Group is a very good experience. In fact, being a giant and well-known corporation in Malaysia, the organization culture adopted is impressive. Interns are treated as part of the family, a well development plan is assigned to each intern according to their study background and specialty. Group HR of Sunway has also keep track on the progressive of each intern, where a feedback session and interns’ presentation was held. As a business student, expose to Business Intelligence (BI) and all the IT related knowledge are very new and interesting. Indeed, being assigned to assist sales and pre-sales team has widened my perspective on real world business. The task scope includes updating sales kits and training kits, system bugs testing, website updates, research on Key Performance Indicators for different industry, analysis on other Business Intelligence, comparisons between different BI, presentation on retail industry’s KPI and etc. As a student from business background, application of knowledge learned into a new area is very challenging and fresh. Discipline, efficiency and quality of work, as well as communication and presentation skills have improved upon the completion of this internship program.~*
If I was required to do an acknowledgement today, there are many people who I would like to thank. First of all, I would like to thank the whole PeopleCo and SBS (Sunway Business System) team who are so friendly and funny, even the superiors and bosses are nice to me! What a invaluable experience and memory I gained here.
Secondly, I would like that thank Uncle Steven, Aunty Alice, and Aunty Adeline who take care of me so much in these four months. Because of them, my parents are not so worry about me here. During weekends where I am out of date, they will bring me out and fill up my time with interesting activities and nice meal :) Arigatou!!
Then, special thankssss to Yeat, Eric and Irvin who always entertain me. Haha, they are actually my yamcha kaki here. Very fortunately that we are stay quite near to each other, and therefore we can always hang out together. I am really touching of the farewell party they did for me, till now I am wondering how can they did those funny things just to 'entertain' me!!
Other than that, is my shopping kaki here!! Hp is the number 1 kaki, then Cay, KarKoon, and Lulu, Lala, Layen and bla bla bla who like to SHOP...wahahaha!!!
Refresh back to the first day at Sunway, I was so excited about this new environment. Now, I have to say bye to this place once I already get used to it. Feel weird about this seriously...No matter how, these 4 months draws a wonderful chapter in my 21th of 2009. Appreciate it :)
Cross fingers 4 the up coming L.I.F.E ...
Result
A picture wins a thousand words!
The story began when I saw the announcement of the Japan-Aichi Homestay Program due date. I felt excited and wanted to have a try, but the overall process was just a mess! I saw the announcement on Wednesday, while the due date is on Friday.
After considered for one night, I got prepared for all the documents needed. A lucky thing was that my passport is with me at Sunway, due to my prior planning to Singapore. Therefore, I am well prepared with all photocopies of IC, passport, application form, and an essay of why I wanted to go Japan for Homestay.
On that Thursday, I rushed to post office during lunch time and pray hard that my form will reach Milo (Homestay's director)'s house on the next day. Thanks god, post laju is very efficient and reliable this time. My parcel was sent and reached the destination on Friday.
But you guess what happened next?? Milo did not go back to his hometown while my form was there!!! And, I already back to Air Kuning on Friday night. The only word that appeared in my mind when I got the news was 'SHIT'. My mood felt down like roller coaster. Very fortunately, I was given a chance to send out my application again through Email. BUT, I have NO INTERNET at hometown (*&@%#*#)
At last, my Blackie helped me. I use my handphone to send out a very brief email and application form to Wee Li (senior and advisor for Homestay). But then, Wee Li didn't reply me at all. And later I was told after that he ignore my email because it was too BRIEF that he is lazy to entertain me :(
Story continues when I back to Sunway on Sunday night, and I send Wee Li a very proper email about the reason why I can't make it on time, and request for interview at Sunway since I'll be at Penang in the coming weekend. FINALLY, I got the reply from him and we decided the interview matter.! BIngo~
An email saved me surprisingly!! During the interview on Tuesday, Wee Li and Jo anne interviewed me at Starbucks Sunway. At the very beginning of that, I was asked to intro myself in Japanese. Walaoo eh, those Japanese that I'd learnt 2 years ago already return to Yeo san (my Japanese teacher)lor~~ Then how did I response? Frankly, I told them I had FORGOT ALL I'd learnt. After that, we go on with English...bla bla bla...
After the interview, I felt the chance I've been short listed is very very thin. But, I felt released and relaxed after that, nothing but I tried :) And, I didn't think much about that any more.
Climax came when I was in Penang on the following Saturday. I left blackie in the room while I went down to chat around with my aunty, and I saw few missed call from Wee Li before I went to sleep. I called back him immediately and I was informed that I've short listed!! Wow... I was so so surprise!!! OMG, how can this happen??(",)
That is all about the process. Hahaha... Dramatic, isn't it???
Now, I'm going off and enjoy my weekend lor! Hope every one enjoy theirs too, for those who going to sit for final exam, Ganbatte yea :)
Talk more about this next time~!
开始倒数
九月了，我们的实习也到尾声了。身边的朋友开始倒数，要脱难咯！！我怎么想呢？？虽然我也很期待放假，但是一想到放假过后有一堆东西在等着我去搞定就头痛啊。。。真是矛盾哦！很象很久没有更新了，大家还好吗？读书的还忙吗？其他的呢，都还好吧？？
我还好，真的还好。不好也不坏。
[掉了]
掉了 张惠妹
作词∶吴青峰 作曲∶吴青峰
心疼的玫瑰 半夜还开著
找不到匆匆掉落的花蕊
回到现场却已来不及
等待任何回音都不可得
微弱的风筝 冬天里飘著
回不去手中缠线的那个
没有蓝天 又何必去飞 怎么适合
黑色笑靥掉了 雪白眼泪掉了
该出现的所有表情瞬间掉了
瞳孔没有颜色 结了冰的长河
回忆是最可怕的敌人
故事情节掉了 主角对白掉了
该属于剧中的对脚戏也掉了
胸口没有快乐 断了翅的白鸽
不枯萎的藉口全掉了
曾经唱过的歌 分享过的笑声
在心中不断拉扯
想念不能承认 偷偷擦去泪痕
冬天过了还是会很冷
03.09.09
Quoted from yanweiakaagnes@blog:隨著年紀大了，失望的次數就越少。因爲隨着年齡而生出的智慧，會叫我們學會承受失望，以及懂得如何調整個人期待與現實的距離。
Agree??
Eason's Moving on Stage Concert
Date: 16th August 2009
Venue: Sunway Lagoon Surf Beach
Time: 8.00pm
票 (",)
没有华丽的服装，隆重的舞台，但大家却很享受.
漂亮的烟花为这场演唱会画完美的句点.
威杨 (air kuning kaki)
很开心，终于看到Eason的演唱会，可惜其他的 air kuning kaki 不能出席，不然就更加完美咯！！我也完成了２００９的其中一个愿望，这种感觉真的很棒 :) 也很刚好我刚买了Blackie (新手机)，所以它帮我拍了很多 video clips...希望接下来，其他的愿望也能实现喔...
10th Weekend
Wanna updates some activities for my 1oth weekend at Sunway, seens like I never update for a quite long time already... Well, I had a very good weekend ahead :)
Nothing much happened last friday..Went to Uncle Steven's house on that night, coz we need to reach Klang before 9am for the famous Bak Kut Teh!
As stated, I spent my Saturday with Uncle Steven, Aunty Alice, and YingYing... Went to Klang's Bak Kut Teh in the morning, after that proceed our plan to West Port. That's my first time to port, and thx Uncle Steven for bringing me there along, haha!! Saw how the ship loads, how complicated the BL (bill of lading) and LOC (letter of credit) is... Really gain a lot from that visit, as these knowledge are related to my major :) hehe..
After that, we moved on to Jusco Bukit Tinggi for some shopping. Didn't get anything there but a nice dessert, so sorry i didn't capture any pic there due to my lousy hp.. But i did have some photos for our dinner at a very nice Hokkien Restaurant - Tai Ping Rang- .
The Hokkien Dishes
The wonderful dinner draw a happy ending for my last Saturday..^o^
While for Sunday, I attended to my lovely ex-roommate KarKoon's convocation at MMU Cyberjaya with Huipinger..She was very surprise to see us there coz I didn't inform her that we'll turn up..Haha. Whole campus was so crowded and it's hard to find a parking there, the most 96 is the HOT weather!!! Pity KarKoon who weor the heavy thick jersey... Anyway, Congrates KarKoon mummy who is totally free from school now :) Hope you'll have a very pleasant journey on your new life (",)
wCh, KarKoon, Huipinger
After all, me and Huipinger shopped at Pyramid till 4pm++ and back to home. Went yamcha with Ah Siang and Ah Yi at OldTown around 10pm till 12.30am, chat a lot on those funny and non-sense things as usual, and that ended my happy Sunday :)
Today is Monday again dudes..Work, Work, WORK!!!
Friday
2 weeks time had passed, and the limit I set for myself to come out with title will be expired soon… But still, I haven’t got the title. Feel damn frustrated now…While for Starz Gallery, getting more stuff to follow up then, maybe need to make a trip to Singapore to meet another supplier. Can I make it?? Really pressure since this is not only my own matter, but my sister as well.
Don’t know why I am feeling so down today, everything is negative in my mind. S.T.R.E.S.S
Olivia - Sometimes When We Touch -
Crazy Thursday
Damn sleepy now...!!
Went to club last night, Barcelona + Coco Banana (yea, we went to 2 clubs in one night, wth)...damn crazy!! Coincidently, meet YuenShun, YungYung, Eunice and some other MMU friends there..I was sooo surprise and happy when saw them!!!!!
Before that, I have HuiNi's birthday celebration at Sakae Sushi during lunch time. Feel glad that I meet this cute and friendly girl who come from Cameron during my internship :)Don't know why, both of us are just that close since we know each other. Talk whatever we want, eat together....etc tec...Hehe.
Our meal~~yummy~~
Sam & Hui Ni~
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Sam+Eunice+Yung inside Barcelona :)
Hanging around outside while others still 'crazy-ing', cute??
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Wow, today is Friday again lo...!!!
Weekend again :)
Enjoy dudesssssss^^
Wednesday
I received something yesterday, very surprise when saw it. Thank you very much! This will be one of my happy thing happened in 2009!!
Today is PeiQing's 21th birthday, though we cannot celebrate, but you'll still in my heart...RIP peiqing, and Happy Btdy to you...
Getting busier and busier this days....
kah yau arr wch!
WeekEnd!
HaoHao and Binz coming to kl today, will spend their weekend here :) Looking forward to meet the 2 little princes..Hehe.
Enjoy ur weekend dudes!!
To YOU
Yea..this gonna be a long post i think.
Wanna write something about my 'family'.
During my 3 years of uni life from 2006-2009, i stayed with 3 different 'family'. The first 'family' was just that so-so, due to the not so comfortable environment in the house i stay. But i felt fortunated that i have Teressa, Lyanne, XiaoPei and Xy who came in later on, they make me feel better. While the second 'family' was just that nice and happy, we have Shiau Hui, Layen, and BaoYao!! A12-03A at Ixora Apartment was so clean and comfortable, everyone was happy and pleasure to stay there...i think.
When comes to the third 'family', from June 2008 till now (though i am having my internship at Sunway) and perhaps till 2010. At the beginning, I feel good and free. But when time goes on and on, something started to go wrong. I don't know what are the real factors which contributed to the 'family's problems, but what i know is the so called 'family' is getting quiet and quiet. I believe so, if one day in the future the house begin to noisy again, it's the time of quarral. Is that what I want? or perhaps We want?? The answer is NO, definitely NO!!!
Normally problems came in when someone disagree on someone's else action, and i guess this is what happening now. When YOU disagree or don't like the way we act, and try to create some problems out of it. I know i don't have the right to say anything on how YOU percept about us, but please at least respect your SISTER which is your REAL FAMILY MEMBER!!! Don't you know you're hurting YOUR family member who always care you more than anyone else??
I am neither angry or irrational right at this moment, i just want to deliver something to YOU, someone i consider as a FAMILY member since long time ago. Yea, it's true YOU might and you have the right to oppose/disagree on what we'd done. But, please think deeply on what we'd done is that really impact or affect YOU and perhap the other YOU???
On the other hand, i can say what YOU'd done and said had a great impact on all of US, especially ur SISTER who always care about you. Besides disappointed, i feel that you are very ignorant as well...You are the eldest in this and that 'FAMILY', but what YOU'd done consider the behavior of a ELDEST BROTHER?? A question that i wanted to ask YOU long long time ago, don't you want YOUR family to be happy??? Please answer if possible though it's quite impossible.
I always tell myself to be stand tuned in the middle of every incident, don't stand 'overside'. But the more i hold in this position, the more i found wrong. I used to stand by YOUR site and think of your situation, sometimes i can accept on how YOU will behave like this and that, but accept doesn't mean agree! Accept because you can't change the way you behave and i have to accept it, and i am totally DISAGREE on the way you behave (in some behaviors) when the behaviors/attitudes influence your 'FAMILY', the whole family...
The purpose for me to write this post is just to express what i'd feel to YOU. Everyone expects happiness in their life, don't you hope so? If your answer is yes, then why do you still critize on what others had done to go after happiness?? Try to think of reversely, you don't like OTHERS (you know WHO i am talking about) to interrupt you in order gain your happy life with that 'SOMEONE', and so do WE!!
For the other 'SOMEONE', your appearance in my third 'family' has a great impact i can say. I admit that i used to have very good first impressions on YOU, but when time flies and the real facts reveal, i feel just so........YOUR so-called 'ignorrant' in the past become your tool to attack people now. I feel shame and solute you at the same time. Shame on you because you create problemss for other's FAMILY, and solute you for being able to do so since you are sooooo 'innocent'!
YOU and YOU might feel I am the BAD PERSON for writing this, but I don't really care about this. I can't stand with someone who hurt their FAMILY, and whom the family member is the one I consider as family member as well.
One last thing, i hope YOU remember that:
THINGS THAT YOU LIKE DOES NOT MEAN IT HAVE TO BE LIKED BY OTHERS, AND THE THINGS THAT YOU DO NOT LIKE DOES NOT MEAN IT WOULD NOT BE LIKED BY OTHERS.
Guess
Does anyone know why Swine Flu change its name to H1N1..??
p/s: Anyone who answer it correctly will get a gift from mE!!
Hint: funny but reasonable answer from Sunway HR General Manager :)
2nd week
Finally,
my 1st presentation was over..
although i didn't make it pretty well enough,
but i'm glad that it's over.
During studying,
u pay for learn,
but during working,
people pay u and u learn..
That's the different..
Now, let's review back on what i'd done during the past weekend:)
Treat myself a baskin robin ice cream at the curve with Huipinger on Friday night:)
Accidently saw LAM FUNG and LINDA CHUNG at One Utama together with Uncle Steven, Aunt Alice and Yingying. They are very leng cai and leng lui ler!!!Looking forward on the coming weekend lo!!
Friday!!
Finally, today is FRIDAY. I am so happy with this, because this mean weekend is coming lo!! Today, aunt alice treat me to Shogun Buffet during lunch:) Although i only have one hour, but it's more than enough for me ady...Hehe.
All the aunts who went there early and book the seats while i just go in like VIP while others having long queue at outside. Hahahaha!!!
Dear PXY who ffk me, see i am wearing PURPle shirt ler..^^
Cheese cake from BreadTalk treated by colleague...Yummy!
Besides sleep 9696, i hv to do some preparations on the coming presentation oo...Will hang out with Huipinger later on:)
Have FUN dudes!!
Hi buddies,today is the third day of my internship at Sunway Business Systems of Sunway Technology Group (STG), so far everything goes smooth and i am fine here.
this is my work desk..lol.
and this is the laptop provided for me :)
Working is tiring, this is really true after experienced it. I am an intern for the sales team. Therefore, i in charge of those pre-sales information, for instance to help the sales team in prepare the new product info, do their presentation slides, brochures, and etc etc...Difficult?? so far so good i can say..
The environment here is good, my supervisor is very friendly and willing to help, and other colleagues and my Boss is very nice too! I'm really glad about this...So mummy, no need worry oo.
Hope everything will be fine here till the end, will update more thn! Happy holidays to those who free now yea...
29/5
I missed out my last paper today, ridiculous?? Yea..i really do so. First ever in mt life, i did such a mistake, a stupid+idiot mistake. What's going wrong?? Nothing but me who can't wake up after 48 hours study and exams, when i opened my eyes and i feel something wrong with the color of the sky..It was so bright!! When i looked at the clock, i shouted out 'EXAM'!!!!!! But, it's too late coz it was ad 10am while the exam started at 9am....What can i do now??? Nothing but sit for supplementary exam that i NEVER been to!
No one will excuse me for doing so...Because it was such a FOOL that no one do as me! I am totally lost now. Internship will begin on the coming Monday, and i just finished packing my stuffs. I didn't prepare well actually, just cross fingers and hope everything will be fine ~~
Today, i am going back to hometown. Wanna meet my dearest peiqing for the last time! Still remember how cute and hardworking she used to be... Hardly imagined how can i react when look at my fren who lay inside the coffin deadly. I keep telling myself that it's over, it's over... But, how can i faced it?? From the early of 2009, my lovely grandma leave me, then following my eldest uncle on LAST WEEK during first week of final exam. and NOW my fren!
Anyone tell me what i can do?? I am LOST!!!!!!!!
No one will care about how i feel i guess, just assume that i HAVE to BE like this that, assume that i can cope everything well, assume that i am fine. But in fact, i am NOT!
我讨厌今天
今天是端午节，可是我并不喜欢今年的这一天。从早上开始，我就忙着两张考试，两张我很紧张的考试。好不容易考完了，在可以倒数最后一张的时候，我却接到一个坏消息。我的一位从幼稚园就认识的同学，佩清去世了。听到这个消息，我很震惊，为什么会这样？？有谁可以告诉我？？？第一次听到的时候，我多希望我听错了。第二次电话再响的时候，我的希望破灭了。那到底还是发生了，有人可以告诉我可以怎样吗？
计划，永远赶不上变化。我深深的体会到这道理。如果有如果，事情就不会是这样吧！人生，就是那么难以猜测。我开始害怕，下一秒钟，会是怎样？又有人要离开了吗？还是该我走了？如果我就这么离开，那么我的家人怎么办？我的朋友怎么办？
现在的心情真得很灰，这个突如其来的消息击中了我。哭完了，泪流干了，对吧？为什么心情还那么差？？
我好想看到彩虹哦。。。
一分钟
就那么一分钟，大家就能目送大舅了。
因为一分钟，大家都错过了。
电梯门打开的那一霎那，大姨还在想那具被包着，推出来的尸体会是大舅吗。
上到楼上看见病床空空的那一秒钟，大家都知道，
刚才那位，就是我们的大舅，他们的大哥。。。
因为一分钟，
他们都错过了。
除了遗憾，还是遗憾。。。
都是因为，一分钟。
大舅，安息吧！希望你在另外一个天堂，可以开心，安康。
Exam Season
Time really flies very fast, again it is the exam season now...Final exam for MMU start from today onwards till 30/5, how's your preparation??
G.O.O.D.L.U.C.K dudes!!
心情
就很想，把今天的心情记录下来。
今天是星期四，晴天。
我很迟才醒来，因为我发了一场恶梦。。。我梦见，我害怕去的地方。为什么我怕？人家说多去几次就惯了，可是我确是越去越怕。真的，那种恐惧感有增无减。今天，我又去了，去探望在医院的大舅，跟外婆以前的医院一样，病房才相隔一楼而已。从下车到上楼，那熟悉的电梯，味道还有环境，令我很不舒服。
知道他得病的那个晚上，我失眠了好几天。很担心，他会怎样？家人会怎样吗？怎么办？？好不容易，大家都接受了这个事实，安排好和病情开始受控制的时候，外婆去世。现在，病魔又在折磨他。虽然妈妈已经跟我讲过了，但是当我看到病床上那张写着D.I.L的卡片时，我还去问护士怎么回事。心里早就知道明白，可是现在的我在想，真的要放弃了吗？？就这样了吗？？生老病死，本来是很正常的现象，但是可以这么生，这么就老，但是一定要这么病和这么死吗？？？
很感慨，生命就如此而已吗？
今晚，不要再发恶梦了。
无题
有些东西，我不该再执著了。我知道的，因为那些我都控制不了。时间，真的是一个很重要因数，它可以决定以一个人，或者一件事情的趋向，还有真相。。。以前，我会以第一感觉来衡量一个人或一件事。很多年后的今天，我不一样了，或许是长大了吧！因为一些所谓的真相，让我觉得为什么人可以那么样？虚伪，虚伪！！！
这场游戏，几时会结束？谁会是赢家？我想，都不重要的吧。。。
推动力，我需要你。谁，可以成为我的推动力呢？
我的她-詹秀真
我的妈妈叫詹秀真，
她今年51岁，
她是潮州人，
她在1958年11月9日出生，
她18岁结婚，
她的身材标准，
她的皮肤很好，
她会讲华语，
她会讲福建话，
她会讲广东话，
她会讲潮州话，
她会讲客话，
她不会马来话，
她不会英文，
她煮的饭很好吃，
她煲的汤很好喝，
她喜欢吃蛋糕，
她喜欢喝奶茶，
她喜欢吃甜品，
她喜欢吃辣椒，
她喜欢睡觉，
她喜欢看喜剧，
她喜欢煲电话粥，
她会帮我洗衣，
她不会帮我烫衣，哈哈
她会陪我去血拼，
她会陪我去旅行，
她会问我钱够用吗，
她会问我有男朋友吗，
她很会记号码，
她很开明（我说我搞同性恋，她说我喜欢就好），
她很搞笑，
她很可爱，
她很善良，
她很孝顺（她很疼我的外婆），
她不会羡慕别人有钱，
她只在意自己怎么赚钱，
她很搞恶！哈哈哈
那就是我的妈妈，詹秀真咯！！够力吧？
告诉你哦，我很爱很爱她，超级爱她！！！
May
Wow, guess what?? We are entering May now!!! It's too fast arr..OMG!! Have been busy for the whole April, and now I have to prepare many things in May also: presentations, final exams, and my internship stuffs...
Back from a short break, not bad :) Having gathering with some uncles and aunts, damn funny la!! haha... Have you ever seen a family debate during dinner? It's a warm and funny scenario...(",)
The weather is damn hot, and the 'KNS' virus is attacking people around the world...So, what should we do now is to take good care of ourselves and also people around us.
Not forgetten, Mothers' day is coming soon loo....Any plan for you and your mum??
Day 3
19/04/2009...
3rd round of celebrations with housemates and friends ~~
Ah B came along from Kl, and Ah Hon from AK~~So touch la me! hehe..
Cheerss^^
All In One ('',)Special Thanks to:
Cay
Ah Hon
AH B
Chloe
and the rest of YOU!!!
That's all for my round 3 celebration :)
I'm glad that i have all of you to be with me during my 21th birthday!!!
..Terima Kasih..
Day 2
Day 2 of my birthday celebration - 18/04/2009
Sing K at Dreambox & Clubbing at Arena..('',)
My Gal - Huipinger~~
Clubbing at Arena^^
Pattern Group memberss ('',)
NoNo, Sam, YuanShun
Btdy gal SamSam & Btdy Boy YuanShun
Gary, Zheng Ling, SamSam, HuipingerSIng K at Dreambox during day time oOo..
Best ever Sisterss ^o^
Gary and Huipinger sing till very high!!
Best ever Sisterss ^o^
Gary and Huipinger sing till very high!!
Shun & SamSam's 21th Btdy Presents!!Special thanks to:
Huipinger
ZhengLing
Gary
WeiLoon
Johnson
YuanShun
NoNO
and all the Pattern + KP kaki....
left out KFC who FFK me...
That's all for my day 2 celebration...Not to forget, we went to COS concert before we heading to Arena too. Before R&B, we went through some chinese musical instrument 1st...Hahaha!!
Day 1
I had a few celebrations for my 21th birthday, let me share with you all then yea...
First day - 17/4/09-Surprise Party ^O^
Director and coordinator of this surprise party!
Presents from all of you!!
Current and Ex-Housematess!!
Juniors from FET!! thx for the cake o :)
ShiBian's PR Kaki!!
Sam & the big 'Key Cake' ('',)Special thanks to:
Xiang Yun-Best Director of 2009
Layen-Best Backstage Preparation of 2009
KarKoon-Best Hiding Secret Roomate 2009
Phua Wen Cheen-Pandai Pandai Yeye 2009
Kui Fen- Pandai Pandai NaiNai 2009
Xiao Hui-Best 38 ex roomate of 2009
BaoYa0-Best supportive ex housemate of 2009
Huipinger- Best ever Actor of 2009
Gary Yeik- Best ever Pattern Kaki of 2009
Ah Di
Yun Fei
Jerry
Xiao Ming
Eng Guan
Hong Wei
Ting Ting
Kelly
Phey Jun
Yuan Ming
Sui Ren
Weng HOng
How
Hon Fei
Sai Hou
Ken
Shirly
Celis
Reuben
Ruldoph
Jia Yee
and many many moressssssss for the surprise party!!!!
sorry if i left out anyone...
Thank You ('o')
Everyone also informed about the party, except me!
How noob i am..haha..
But, i really enjoyed it very much,
coz i nvr think of will have such celebration!!
Once again,
~~~Arigatougozaimasu!!!~~~
That's all for my Day 1 celebration, will update more on the remaining celebrations yea...
HaPpY 21th BtDy
Today is SamSam's big day,
hehe....
Happ btdy 2 myself !!
thx for surprises, celebrations, presents, and all of your accompanies..
i 48 like it and i enjoyed so much lo..
haha!!
Make a wish for myself ba...^^
矛盾
所谓的成功，背后付出了多少代价，有谁知道？我也知道，世界上没有不劳而获的事情。我有没有付出，只有我自己才懂，不是吗？这个所谓的成功，背后要被多少人指指点点，说三道四，难道我不知道吗？我早预料今天的到来，我心里早有准备，要自己面对这一切一切的压力。可是，当压力来的时候，我发现自己有点招架不着。因为，我发现，这一场用赌注换来的胜利，原来是那么不被恭喜的。
我感谢，我有那么好的队员，我们一起经过，一起开心，，一起紧张，一起胜利。。我感恩，有那么支持我的朋友。衷心的跟你们说声谢谢！
我说过，我不在意结果，因为我很享受过程。但是，好的结果，原来是那么令人矛盾的。。。
我跟自己说：没关系，没关系。习惯就好。
期望=失望
笨蛋，为什么会犯下这种错误？
如果我是老师，我会让你不及格。。。
如果我是老板，我会炒你尤鱼。。。
如果我是观众，我会拿鸡蛋丢你。。。
如果我是对手，我会嘲笑你。。。
如果我是路人，我会说为什么那么笨？
如果我是，如果我是，如果我是。。。
因为我是大笨蛋，超级无敌大笨蛋！！！
因为期望，所以失望了。
别人对我的期望，换来的是彻底的失望。
我对自己的期望，换来的是我自己失望。
所以，
对我期望=换来失望。。。
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阿桑乳癌病逝 無緣披嫁紗
(台北7日訊)唱紅偶像劇《薔薇之戀》片尾曲《葉子》的「療傷歌手」阿桑，去年10月發現罹患乳癌，經過半年來的化療，無奈癌細胞迅速擴散轉移，終不敵病魔，昨天上午8時30分病逝新店慈濟醫院，得年34歲。
阿桑去年覺得身體不舒服，到醫院仔細檢查後竟已是乳癌末期，她暫停一切演唱活動，接受化療，但癌細胞沒被控制，已轉移到肝肺，不幸在昨天撒手人寰，令華研舊同事難過不已。
華研工作人員表示，去年曾在西門町偶遇阿桑，當時阿桑氣色不錯，主動透露準備要結婚的喜訊，並表示結婚後要去美國居住。沒想到在短短半年內，卻不幸病逝，叫人不勝唏噓。
曾入圍金曲最佳新人
在華研期間，阿桑跟張智成因發行影音產品「成桑成對」，一同跑了多場簽唱會變成好友，兩人先後離開華研後常聯絡，但張智成後來並不知她生病，所以得到消息時，既震驚又傷心。
部落格洩病情
阿桑近年淡出歌壇，台灣網友上網留言，癡盼她出新專輯；她去年6月曾在部落格承諾「我清醒了……我好了，能見人了，但是……再等我幾天」！遺憾的是，卻驚傳因乳癌病逝。
喪禮常用《葉子》
阿桑以富有情感的嗓音詮釋《葉子》令人難忘，讓這首歌近年成了喪禮的常用告別歌曲。
阿桑近年常往中國商演，歌迷在2005年5月成立了「等待阿桑、期待飛翔」版，催生她的新專輯，日前網友驚嘆「又一把好歌聲不見了」、「一路好走，《葉子》將會是妳的經典」，稱只能把音樂開到最大聲紀念她。
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Come across this news yesterday...
I'll miss the Ah Sang who sang 'KAI CHE' nicely...
I'll listen to the song for another thousands time...
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